Wednesday, October 27, 2010

i feel nothing today...

its hurt when u dunno whats is really goin on next in ur life...means..the thing that u already suffer about almost 4 month....i hate architecture...it make me hurt...cry...useless...but at the same time...make me gain new knowledge....make me speak out.....make me travelling...n making friends....it hurt much n a lot.......i donno wat to do....all the future is depending on it......ayah already menaruh harapan n a big hope to me....emak is alwaz make me feel it's fine...berdoa....ayah is so profesional punye org....im kind da see him like my lecturer yg buat bodo je ngan student yg macam aku ni coz thinking of submitting late.....but he is considerate father...at least he say...even rm1000 pun ayah sanggup bagi if that will make u pass this course.It make me sad....yes...money is the problem....i afraid going printing outside because it cost alot of money...i dont really have all that....takkan la out of the blu nk call my parents n masukkan duit about rm500 RIGHT NOW!!!....imposssibble...silly girl...how come aku blh lambat utk kali ni...buat pertame kali aku gune 3d for my design....how come....sad....so sad....aku kecewa dengan diri aku sendiri...


TD PORTFOLIO....
all the lecturer buat bodo ngan 13 org yg lmbt submit 2 days before the presentation.......they consider us as FAIL!!how come...sgt tragis keputusan tu...ok....ni pandang sebelah mate pun tak....plzzzzz.....this is my future...i will try not to do that again...aku siap...juz becoz aku beratur tok print dgn sgt lame!!!!!!!!....i couldn manage to submit mine....
di saat2 genting macam ni.....aku jumpe budak x sedar diri...n sgt pentingkan diri sendiri...hate him!!!!!from the day aku realize...aku susah nk bertegur dgn die.....die pondan....dan die sgt selfish........

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